defgoddess

pssh that's fine, i'll have a monopoly on lauren0rz then. w00t o.O

Second day in a fucking row. The fuck is wrong with msn Lauren?!?!?!

beetles. not cool beatles, but beetles. wtf.

yeah, i must've sleepwalked... swam... flew... and ate some too, shit ain't doin so hot over here either... damn you ireland... fucking with my internet and my digestion...

at least you were saved from such a fate, the nick...

huge feelings-heavy emails... ugh... bad.

today because of my own stupid mind, i missed the one class i had today... but my lost ass was helped by a nice irish guy who asked for my phone number. when am i ever asked for my phone number?

o come complicate

come with complexly crafted cries of comfort

of long lasted love

of twisted thoughts ripped asunder

by rigid, self-righteous absorption

aside from this

i see you still--

in hearts of mirrored black

of mired blessings

that they could come so close to let go

and realize the scale

was not what it seemed.

you are closer (to me) than you appear.

what in the fuck...

yea it's still there. holy fuck scary.

wow, apparently my flight to ireland is going to suck ass. i basically can't have anything but my passport and meds and maybe a book if i'm lucky. i'm coming fucked up and i'm bringing some heavy duty shit to knock me out... cause a nonstop flight to london without a lappy or ipod or even just my purse so i can maybe comb my hair... that blows. fucking terrorists. i hope you fucking get eaten by fire ants. and then trip into a pile of salty vinegar and lemon sauce. yeah. assholes.

nick lied to get me back here. prevaricator.

so... hi anyway.

pardon me while i go pass out from the delight that is my life. oh. wait.

in other news... pink!

i hope nick will be happy to know that i've been a good citizen lately... i voted... i gave blood... i've also taken it upon myself to help out a firefighter/paramedic. and by help i mean... well... you're smart. oh, civic duty fulfilled is indeed sweet.

OMGWTFBBQ!!1 sigh why is my life insane.

here's a postcard from it:

i ate trader joe's cheetos for dinner.

i'm waiting for recon to come back.

my emotions are in turmoil. i want to be happy but i'm afraid.

100 x 6 = teh sexx.

so by the transitive (i think) property... me = 100 x 6? that doesn't seem right...

i always did suck at math... go english!

i just now really looked at that face off pic and... god, a girl can only dream

who's the embodiment of peanut butter jelly time? oh, right, me bitches. photographic evidence forthcoming.

i have new friends on myspace! sooooo good!

it's official! hondo's invaded my dreams. christy and i are like bff now. except we probably experienced different members.

so... me and zelda should have a co-birthday party?

...sweet.

Pirates: An Illustrated History=YES PLZ!!1

that's funny that you went out last night and drank a lot and smoked cigarettes, but i use a vaporizer once since the last time four months ago... but it's illegal, you say. right. let's see who gets sick first.

oh god when is the wow expansion coming out? jeezus christ.

everything's jumbled in my mind. z0mg.

AGH WHY DID THEY HAVE TO WATCH BARNEY 5 TIMES TODAY I HAVE THAT %*#%)&% song stuck in my head!!!1 agh!!1

2 days til i get to see my midsize again...

i ain't sayin she a gold digga...

oh da ho's were out last night! ugly bitches with the guys wrapped around their fingers. maybe da nick was right.

kanye west= +

done= +

cookies= +

tired. it hurts but it may be the only way...

i'm sad cause i can't find the animation of that too many desktop icons thing... sigh.

i'm happy cause i'm almost done with school! then i get to... work in retail again. sigh.

IN N OUT HOLLA!

wheeeeee performing in solo class! go me...