Nknight

hump santa-mario for christmas

keep warm...

"This Apparatus Must Be Unearthed" by The Mars Volta I've been waiting for so long For someone to Mend all the blame I've been searching for so long For something to anonymous avenge my name anonymous avenge my name you came here on time I just hope that it's not to late I've seen you at night Biting the frost of silence Can you cure us of this fate Mock the litany in its face Is that you moatilliatta I've been waiting for so long For someone to Mend all the blame I've been searching for so long For something to Anonymous Avenge my name Anonymous Avenge my name Hex zero rouge He'll hibernate no more The altars run dry Prefect dictate your final words does it sting of augur truth was your temple left in ruins is that you moatilliatta I've been waiting for so long for someone to mend all the blame I've been searching for so long For something to Anonymous Avenge my name Anonymous Avenge my name This is the altar The one that you let me die in On your knees How you wept Much like omerta The quiet has shielded all intent On the ground it appears Like wrath Avenging the lamb as bait In a bed of nails you made Who is this effigy Is there straw dressed in these fields And now it won't be long I've been waiting for so long For someone to Mend all the blame I've been searching for so long For something to Anonymous Avenge my name Anonymous Avenge my name

i want warmth and sleep but theres someone in my bed...

"Only" by Nine Inch Nails I'm becoming less defined as days go by Fading away And well you might say I'm losing focus Kinda drifting into the abstract in terms of how I see myself Sometimes I think I can see right through myself Sometimes I can see right through myself Less concerned about fitting into the world Your world that is Cause it doesn't really matter anymore (no it doesn't really matter anymore) No it doesn't really matter anymore None of this really matters anymore Yes I am alone but then again I always was As far back as I can tell I think maybe it's because Because you were never really real to begin with I just made you up to hurt myself I just made you up to hurt myself, yeah And I just made you up to hurt myself And it worked. Yes it did! There is no you There is only me There is no you There is only me There is no fucking you There is only me There is no fucking you There is only me Only [x4] Well the tiniest little dot caught my eye and it turned out to be a scab And I had this funny feeling like I just knew it's something bad I just couldn't leave it alone, I kept picking at the scab It was a doorway trying to seal itself shut But I climbed through Now I am somewhere I am not supposed to be, and I can see things I know I really shouldn't see And now I know why, now, now, now I know why Things aren't as pretty On the inside

... i have worn the same hat to work since halloween with no comment... (its a christmas hat with black fur insted of white) now i dont go 10 min without somone telling me how "festive" it is... im not pissed or anything... its just weird that no one noticed the darn thing till december...

so this is random... Consider yourself random-ed.