Freebird

i just noticed that my favorite sweater is now ripped... i don't recall how it ripped, but just noted that it is ripped... oh my, i guess today is the day that my clothes are rebelling against me and tearing in all sorts of places... arghh... now im just really cold.... i'll just shut up now... :!:

i should be doing my hw for next period but i can't sit still... too hyper... in desperate need of, nevermind... ahh... can't believe the whole discussion last period was about ... yes, the inappropriate... can't think straight... too flustered... there isn't anywhere i can really post about this so im just venting here while im still aware of what my body is doing... not tired now...

i've come to the conclusion that when im deprived of sleep, i act in the same manner that i do when i am drunk... not the pretty thing while im in school... im saying a bunch of inappropriate things that i wish i would have never said but i can't seem to shut my ass up... yup, just like when im drunk... ahhh well.. in related news, i tore my jeans today at 3am while climbing a pretty tall fence and getting my jeans stuck on the sharp part... great... i tore them once again when i was climbing back over the fence.... then, evidently not learning from my mistakes, i climbed over again and now have three tears in my favorite pair of jeans... :plain: i really need to shut the fuck up... but can't seem to... i need :sleepy:

jack that shit leah, jack it... she soo won't even notice that the minnie mouse ball is gone... pleeeeease!!!

just downloaded a nas track... pretty cool... imma be homie-g-fied in a while... thanks to nick of course this week sucks... so much shit to do... i was supposed to go to class at 630... key word supposed to now im just hungry... im always hungry... i want torilla chips... go figure, there ain't any more i should be doing my government reading, but of course, im slacking... damn, this is my guilty pleasure

haha... i love that change of tone there... that's hilarious... okay sorry... now back to oasis....

it's funny how the one person who left you, is often times the only one you ever want. :(

for all the live performances that i've gone to, most of them kicked ass... then again, some weren't so great... my favorite live performance has to be a toss up between The Used or Finch... i saw both bands on tour earlier last year... they were mainly so kick ass cause i was front row middle for both performances... not only that, but i got the chance to meet both of the bands and kick it with their band for a while after the show. the whole tour in general was great cause i got to meet a bunch of different members from a lot of my favorite bands... it was cool to just see them walking around and talk to them.... the used though, that was classic. this was their first time touring and nobody really knew who they were so there were about 30 or so people actually watching them, since everyone was at the next stage watching thursday perform... anyways, that was one raw ass show just cause they totally rocked out and it was just simply awesome... the worst performance by far that i've seen has to be hands down blink 182... my freshmen year i thought'd it be really cool to go to this concert, cause i was really into pennywise at the time and they were performing as an opening act for blink 182... well anyways when we got there we found out that they were thrown off the tour, and replaced with another fairly new band at the time called sum 41. yes, so in general, it was a pretty sad performance... they don't get into it and the vocals and instruments sounded horrible... much to say, we left early but it took us so long to find the car that we didn't end up leaving until everyone else did.... ugh.... on that note... that reminds me that i stilll have to see pennywise one of these days...

fullerton... the only thing making me smile... yay! by fall i will be living in LA... orange county here i come.... now that is exciting... B) sad though, cause i wanted to live in santa barbara ??? .... oh well, life gave me lemons, let me just make lemonade.... that's how the saying goes right?

not much of a movie junkie, even though i did work at a movie theatre for a year and saw every movie that came out that year, that's not the point.... in no set order... gone in 60 seconds dirty dancing grease la bamba bone collector deuces wild amelie almost famous lilo and stitch rebel without a cause east of eden the generals daughter enemy at the gates a christmas story zoolander the score fight club mallrats dogma ps... gladiator is much better than braveheart...

had to choose scarface... after voting i realized there was also goodfellas... feel kinda dumb but am still confident in my vote... i mean how friggen cool is a guy like pacino in that movie... hands down one of the hardest movies around... now you wonder why all these rap fellas trying to act so tough... tony montana... sp? ps... michelle pfiefer looked like a true crack whore in that movie...

go figure, my car is the number one most stolen car in the nation.... i don't see why anyone would wanna steal it though, it must be real easy or somethin... if they were gonna waste the time to steal a car, you would at least they would go for something more classy, instead of my poor civic... ??? come to think of it, it was already broken into, but the fucker realized after he broke in that he 1.) i take my deck out, so there is no point in trying to steal a radio that ain't there, 2.) my car alarm was going off (no one was prolly looking anyways) and 3.) he tried to hotwire it, but i guess he was too dumb or too slow to follow through... i hate dumb people

the monte carlo in training day was one sweet bitch... ahhh...

its 135 and i can't seem to sleep... i finished my essay.. damn coffee.... look what you did.... sooo bored... tried to find people to talk to, but it seems as if all the sane people are already sleeping... ;)