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wow... that is pretty gay.

anyone wanna help a brotha out and write a paper on frankenstein... damn the movie was so hard to watch... it was so hilarious... i played my '6 degrees' game... except it's not really like that... but first there was gilderoy lockhart... then helena bonham carter (god why does she get cast in the delicate flowery girl roles?) aka MARLA or ophelia... then the dad was jack the ripper/crazy doctor! orrrr bilbo baggins... then the monster was ROBERT DE NIRO... i kept expecting him to say "i don't think so focker"

Morphine: Banning the Bane of Pain Despite the terrible problem of narcotic addiction, a world without morphine would have more suffering, not less. Morphine is the active ingredient in opium, used from time beyond memory to treat pain. Isolated in the early 1800s, morphine was named after Morpheus, the Greek god of dreams. "Without morphine, untold numbers of people would have spent their lives in great pain," Stone says. "And it is used after surgery, alleviating a lot of suffering. It is the forerunner of several generations of pain-alleviating drugs. It is one of the great drugs of all time." Ironically, efforts to create a non-addictive form of morphine led to the creation -- and marketing -- of diacetylmorphine by the Bayer company. Its 1898 brand name: Heroin. Despite this and other missteps, morphine and its progeny form the basis of modern pain management. Modern doctors no longer see pain as a side effect of disease. They see it as harmful in and of itself. And they see it as treatable.

winamp isn't too bad. i still miss my musicmatch. stupid runtime library visual C++... whatever the fuck that means. 5 page papers are too long for me. me no likey. i wish i had a personal massage therapist. that would be dave, if he were here!!

ah yes... these were the days!

wow i'm tired.

ohp just realized i've been with hondo's longer than my bf/fiance! ...feel special. now.

just because i can... w00t. it's mine!! alllll mine...

so when does the farenheit 9/11 dvd come out?... i know it's soon, moore wanted it out before election tyme... jax? if i buy a bottle of ketchup, does teresa get a nickel?

so all of those guys were porn stars jumbie?

finally moved in. le sigh. i need to hang out with peoplez cause i feel sad and unloved.

oh good, myspace. now i don't have to register at another site i won't visit...

wow look at that awesome post of mine!!

i was in fight club n i realized i get to watch it for a CLASS next semester. how fuckin awesome is that. yeah maybe there's ya know work involved, but come on... fight club. you are not your fucking gpa!!

world's music final in 2 hours... oh yeah... dombak: drum used in the middle east played with hands zorna: trumpet-shaped, outdoor double reed instrument dastgah: 12 different scales of iran maqam: general terms for scales in middle east radif: guide to iranian music muddy waters: wrote mississippi delta blues, 40's woody guthrie: folk music during 30's-50's, songs for the little man pishdaramad, chaz mezbar, avaz, tasnif, reng=5 parts of a middle eastern suite oud: ancestor to lute rebab: bowed string instrument from indonesia suling: end blown flute from indonesia ney: end blown flute from IRAN sitar: stringed instrument with pumpkin shaped body, bent fretboard and sympathetic strings (ravi shankar!) mrindangam: drum used in southern (karnatak) tradition tabla: drum played with hands used in northern (hindustani: more improv, nicer, harmony) tradition vina: sitar like instrument without sympathetic strings (used in south) sarod: small stringed instrument with tin fretboard (ali akbar khan was a performed with this) tambura: stringed drone scruti: ancient indian pitch bends kriti: songs eh wtf i hate this crap.

it's all so close... mm winter break... so tasty... going to new york= going to new york with family= leaving my baby for 10 days= oh well... i love college... when a semester's over, it's over... don't gotta do shit over break. no no :pc: no no (doubles for strings class and drama) no more :lush:s... whee! smiley happy!

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anyone wanna write my personal philosophy?? huh?? you know you wanna!! i'll give you a dollar! two dollars!! ok, and a subscription to maxim... ok, you got me...

i just can't win. religious, former ana/addict, pregnant at church camp 16 year old is still hitting it with new bf (cause baby daddy gone the way of abusive drug dealer). and i am not getting any. that must be why the world is populated with idiots. they can breed!!* while my straightedge, spiritual, virgin 17 year old with 1 bf, engaged to, going to $$$ass private college 's got nothin. there's no hope. *not saying this girl's an idiot

i am thankful for the american opportunity to kick a doctor and proceed to rip their hair so they can see what it's like to be 17 and balding...

two more... classes... can... make it... *trudges on* think of turkey...

ok, for leah... sorry beware one's f'ing huge...

leah can go start her own thread with benicio del toro... she knows how... lol. although frankly, i'd rather have dushku than him. is scarlett johannsen the one in ghost world? er... or something ???

play-doh from my mentor professor with a ph.d in english... la la la la laaa la...

i'm so fucking sick of arrogant people. i really am. tired of them being condescending and acting like you don't know anything, or if you do, that's it's utter shit. so fuck off and die. i would also like this opportunity to say that if i meet a doctor in the street anytime soon, i may not be able to restrain myself from stabbing them in the throat. "oh whoops, i misdiagnosed you... sorry there... you didn't need artery surgery... you needed stomach surgery *shank*" yes, i believe that would be satisfying. if hmo's were entities, man... :shoot: